Monday, August 28, 2017

Decision Making and Fear

What motivates you to answer a question, make a decision, or setting short or long term goals?
Is it the desire to make your life or the lives of others better?
Is it the desire for money, power, and fame?
Is it to make it to heaven and escape the hands of the devil?
Or is it the desire to keep you from your greatest fears?
Seriously, if you think about the motive behind all your efforts, are you going to find that there is a small voice of thought and reasoning that will motivate you to achieve greatness, help heal sick, house the homeless, feed the hungry, take in an orphan, kill, steal, and do someone harm, and this motivation to do all these things come from the same place: SELF PRESERVATION, and most people's self preservation is stimulated by fear. The fear of being poor, being last, becoming extinct, going to hell, going to jail, or going without. Fear of loss of control is what motivates all lies... This county has manipulated African Americans for 500 years out of the fear they will loose control over us. The day we open our eyes to the truth of the fear inside the oppressing factor, is the day we will find our way to freedom.
It is like that with all forms of oppression, and manipulation.
What do you do out of fear that you think is helping you?
It's not helping you, it's helping Karma manifest your greatest fears in your present situation!
Do you go to church and follow the Bible just so you will not go to the lake of fire and eternal damnation?
With all the restrictions and prohibitions you place on the Spirit of God inside you, you are creating a world of hell on earth for yourself... Don't go to Hawaii, Lava is the lake of Fire!
If you try to control someone you say you love by your use of control, you are pushing the one you love away!
The most important thing we can do is make decisions from a place of love and over-standing purpose of situations and people, universal laws and karma. Decisions coming from this place your will no longer haunt you or linger around making you feel guilty. Decisions coming from this place will not only make sure your choices are healthy and prosperous for you, but for those around you as well. These choices will even help those you don't know.
We must realize that every decision we make is going to create a ripple affect in the world, and although our physical bodies may not be in the place, the affect of our decision on another person will go farther than we ever expected.

Monday, July 31, 2017

Idiot for Loving....

I don't say I don't believe in love, but I sure don't believe the #bullshitdisneylove that idiots believe and teach their kids to believe. When you love somebody you've learned them right? You've learned them and are able to stomach their bullshit and even when getting to know the person got dark, like 3 AM in the woods dark, you were able to still see the silver light shinning from somewhere in that person's personality and that small shimmer of light led you right back into the loving arms of knowledge and understanding and a true and deeper love to that person.
Is choosing to learn this person when it gets so dark, idiotic?
How much can a person learn about the person to fall out of love with them?
Can it be safe to say to a human being... " I am learning you so that I can fall in love with you."?
Why is it, a German descendant, can influence the world and the concept of love?
DISNEY DON'T KNOW LOVE IT KNOWS PROPAGANDA
Most the time we see systems on television and don't even realize, it's desensitizing us to make the most heinous shit imaginable, OK or make the impossible seem possible in our eyes, so that it can be easily accepted as it manifests itself into our world. It's real, think about the history of western television and the United States of America... you'd think with all the gun violence acted out by white men in these shows, black men wouldn't be labeled violent... but these shows made it OK for white men to kill all kinds of people. Making the savagery of the AMERICAN JIM CROW ERA normal... White people have always control media, and it is the way it has an influence over us all, from the foods we buy to the clothes we wear, car we drive and any other purchasing decision you as an individual make media has influenced it. And those thousands of idiots that are purchasing on the string ends of the puppet master, are loving and procreating at the ends of those strings too.
DATING WAS NOT EVEN A POINT IN DISNEY MOVIES.  How the fuck can happily ever after be determined by a fitting shoe a dance and a fucking fairy? Who the hell is anybody kidding? You can't be determining life decisions by the challenge of a fairy tale. These little "princesses" are glorified nothings to push somebody's agenda for "blind love". I bet you it's the mother fuckers that get paid for divorce, the government!
WHO SAYS I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
NOBODY anymore. LOVE is a four letter word like FUCK and SHIT, put it all together you got LOVE is FUCK SHIT. Especially the way these people want you to believe it's supposed to be done. Why a person can't say, I am going to get to know you, and the more I learn you I will choose to fall for you or keep away from you. Why are we tricked out of the opportunity to learn to live with, cope with, then empowered to choose love with this person you've gotten to know. Being a hopeless romantic, find my way into relationships with guys who give me too much grief because I'm not willing to give up too much of myself to make them happy. The truth is I love myself too much to give me up for anybody, and I think I'd rather continue to learn people until I've learned myself in love.
Ohhh my GOD!!!!
Please tell me, where is a safety net in the world for black women. Cause I need to have a place where I don't have to worry about the status quo of the white is right bull shit. The manipulation of the black man and his pity party, then I need to run to the fun in the sun to escape the black girl magic shade of fellow"sistas" of the African American community. I don't know why the hell it feels like the freedom of the United States of America is offered to everybody in this country, except for the black woman. They say the Black (African American) woman is the most educated group of educated people in this country today, but did you know we are in more debt because of the pursuit of education so that at some point we can break the poverty line... Did you know that most of these women couldn't get the help to go to college, unless they are single parents??? Placing that young black woman, and sole provider to a young black child in a greater debt... who is already going to be getting paid less than any other man or woman in the work place. This place called United States of America wouldn't be the place it is without the black woman. Slaves were produced by black women, slavery produced American income... black women birthed the black men and women that invented things that made it possible for America to be considered "humane" and not "savage". Black women are responsible for the making and the downfall of our community, yet, I am concerned about the lack of concern on each of our parts to rebuild and regroup our people.

Have we lost hope? 
I was taught the negro spirituals, I actually know all the verses to the Negro National Anthem, and I know that we as a people don't even live no where near to where the hope of our ancestors. It's so fucked up the white man has fucked up our perceptions, even on life and death, to where the strength, hope, will-power, and honor of our forefathers that flows to us through the after life seems to be non existent because we feel like life ends after death. We are not taught to be together. It is so obvious we have no understanding of what unity is and where it will get us. Not just women not just men, but both men and women, standing together and loving one another without the need for sexual exchange. We put all our hope in a false and dying religion and now we feel like there is no hope because there is no savior. We doubt the power of our own minds, we doubt the power of our own will, we fail to understand the true meaning of wealth. If I went around the world with a wealth meter to all the black rich folk, I bet only 40 percent of the rich African Americans are actually wealthy. They are not in control of where they focus their attention and are not at liberty to spend their time where they choose... They are prisoners to the commitment to continue to make money. Then, they turn around and give the descendants of our oppressors even more control over them, and the rest of the "black nation" by saying being able to buy this and have that is what success and comfort is. Getting pissy drunk and introducing toxins into your body is going to help you enjoy your life, and bring on more problems and trigger disease causing cellular activity in your body. Every fucking reality television show aired is centered around too much alcohol and insecurity. In our freedom we are throwing away the hope that our ancestors held on to during hopeless situations. Taking freedom by the wings and soaring to the heights beyond the ancestors dreams... we have not. Build a systematic prison in the mind, we have- by the judging of each, and acceptance of the oppressor we have enslaved ourselves.