Idiot for Loving....

I don't say I don't believe in love, but I sure don't believe the #bullshitdisneylove that idiots believe and teach their kids to believe. When you love somebody you've learned them right? You've learned them and are able to stomach their bullshit and even when getting to know the person got dark, like 3 AM in the woods dark, you were able to still see the silver light shinning from somewhere in that person's personality and that small shimmer of light led you right back into the loving arms of knowledge and understanding and a true and deeper love to that person.
Is choosing to learn this person when it gets so dark, idiotic?
How much can a person learn about the person to fall out of love with them?
Can it be safe to say to a human being... " I am learning you so that I can fall in love with you."?
Why is it, a German descendant, can influence the world and the concept of love?
DISNEY DON'T KNOW LOVE IT KNOWS PROPAGANDA
Most the time we see systems on television and don't even realize, it's desensitizing us to make the most heinous shit imaginable, OK or make the impossible seem possible in our eyes, so that it can be easily accepted as it manifests itself into our world. It's real, think about the history of western television and the United States of America... you'd think with all the gun violence acted out by white men in these shows, black men wouldn't be labeled violent... but these shows made it OK for white men to kill all kinds of people. Making the savagery of the AMERICAN JIM CROW ERA normal... White people have always control media, and it is the way it has an influence over us all, from the foods we buy to the clothes we wear, car we drive and any other purchasing decision you as an individual make media has influenced it. And those thousands of idiots that are purchasing on the string ends of the puppet master, are loving and procreating at the ends of those strings too.
DATING WAS NOT EVEN A POINT IN DISNEY MOVIES.  How the fuck can happily ever after be determined by a fitting shoe a dance and a fucking fairy? Who the hell is anybody kidding? You can't be determining life decisions by the challenge of a fairy tale. These little "princesses" are glorified nothings to push somebody's agenda for "blind love". I bet you it's the mother fuckers that get paid for divorce, the government!
WHO SAYS I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
NOBODY anymore. LOVE is a four letter word like FUCK and SHIT, put it all together you got LOVE is FUCK SHIT. Especially the way these people want you to believe it's supposed to be done. Why a person can't say, I am going to get to know you, and the more I learn you I will choose to fall for you or keep away from you. Why are we tricked out of the opportunity to learn to live with, cope with, then empowered to choose love with this person you've gotten to know. Being a hopeless romantic, find my way into relationships with guys who give me too much grief because I'm not willing to give up too much of myself to make them happy. The truth is I love myself too much to give me up for anybody, and I think I'd rather continue to learn people until I've learned myself in love.